Peace in the disturbance.

I'll never be good enough for everyone.

2012-01-27T07:46:00.001+08:00

Reason that you are doing this

2012-01-26T21:22:00.001+08:00

Feeling damn.... Idk how to express this feeling inside me. Have no idea to to explain.
It's making me feel like shit, really. One simple question, I redo five times still can't get the answer. Gah....

'you can't keep bottling things up'

Please be my baby.

2012-01-25T17:59:00.001+08:00

Hmm hi everybody. Blogging from phone now, decided to do some justice to this blog ya. Something lame. I realise I watch Jay Chou's movie every 新年初二, last year I watched Green Hornet and this year I watched Viral
factor, mad nice. Aiya honestly whatever movie he acts in is awesome LOL.
........….…
Today was.... How do I say it..
Awful. I guess. Was so distracted during maths lesson... Sigh and I think I'm the only one struggling with the topic, which means. Uh-oh. And Y told me something lol. Erm honestly I don't give a flying fuck if you know anything. Bitch, please.
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Only things that can reduce my stress now are... Talking to you and going for Chinese Orchestra practices... It's quite sad actually, that I only got committed to my cca last holiday. It's pathetic. Feels like I've wasted 2 year hating on people.

Sigh. Just can't figure certain things out even if I've already told the whole world I did.
Ciaos~

Chinese new year.

2012-01-23T00:11:00.001+08:00

Goodbye year of rabbit!!!
I just lost the festive mood, maybe it's because nighttime has arrived and I can't control my emotions...
Regardless! Happy Chinese New Year people!!

it's because i like you. i don't want to be with you. it's a complicated emotion.

2012-01-21T00:28:00.004+08:00

so I guess... week 3 of school just ended.

well basically so much things have happened in this 3 weeks, honestly I don't know what more can the rest 11 months bring me. I've shed quite a number of tears in this 3 weeks alone. I keep letting the words that they say to get into my head.

This 3 weeks have been mad exhausting.

Mad boring.

Mad depressing.

Mad busy.

Mad practicing for Chinese New Year solo stage.

Mad in thoughts.

Madly in love with you.

Even I'm not supposed to.

2012, please be good to me.

2011-12-31T23:43:00.003+08:00

So it's like about 17 more minutes to 2012 while I'm typing this and I'm having the countdown alone here in the living room with just chips and my laptop. So I figured I'd just do a post, 'cause it won't do harm to anyone right? :)

And also I think the only reader of this blog is like.. me?

Honestly I thought this year was the worst year ever until things just got better recently. For the new year, I really hope everything is long-lasting. I mean like friendship, love and I don't know what else good. I hope that, no matter how hectic the year gets, everyone of us to stay happy. Including me. This is really gonna be the last post of the year.

Last but not least,

Happy 2012 :D

2011 in a nutshell.

2011-12-30T17:39:00.003+08:00

Went to a new class, 3S2. Hosted students from Sagano High School. Made new friends. M came into my life. Performed for CNY on stage, first time. Bitch fights with J. Let go of C. Cross Country 2011. Potato and gkong. Joined LIVE Photography. Photographer for sports day. Bought Jansport. Fight with FSG. SYF 2011. Went on a CIP trip to Bali. Went onto the rice paddy field. Got selected to be part of 2011 CO Committee. Missed B camp. Went to a Flea Market for the first time. Took up Photography for Heart of ISPL which I didn't really learn anything-_-. Fell for S. Went out with wx and joey. Big time drama among the entire cohort.Metamorphosis 3. Interclass games. Internal struggle with J. Volunteered as photographers for Blood Donation Drive 2011. Gave up on S. Screwed up CT2. Final stand with J. Mug everyday with Wx. Merely rubbed shoulders with failing sec 3. CO camp, <3. Holiday lessons. H and J, ridiculous drama happened. Almost on the verge on hating xxx. Things changed. You were probably the best thing that happened to me this year,/11-11-11. Nephew's graduation concert. 3S2 class chalet. My pretty much screwed-up birthday. Took polariods with waiyee. Went to Japan. Tasted ramen for the first time in my life. Universal Studio Japan. Disneyland Japan. Fell for one. Again.

End of 2011.

Ok meh, truthfully speaking from the bottom of my heart, I think this year has been the most dramatic year ever in my secondary school life. I think all that drama... is enough to film another 300 episode show.. Honestly, I think I've really changed alot this year. Be it from a bitch to a bitch or the choices that I've decided to make but I think I'm really not the person I was one year ago. I mean after all this, who would be the same? I had a lot of regrets this year, to be honest. But after that I think I moved on in life and you know.. things just get better. For the new year, I'm gonna start out new and afresh(if that's what you call it.)

Hmm new year resolutions? All I want is a smooth-sailing year, good results and you. I know I wish for the same things every year. But none of them came true. I'm gonna keep wishing until it does. Of course, I hope next year will be drama-free, all my friends be happy, be it happy in love or single.

To all the people who have been there for me like no matter what happened..

Thank you and please stay by my side until I die or something. Well of courseeeeeeeeeee I really applaud for your outstanding tolerance for my ridiculous attitude sometimes or all the time HAHA. K I love you guys more than anything and ya you know what I mean.

To all the people that left halfway and came back again...

Well thanks.

To all the people I still hate...

Well fuck you and I'm gonna say the same thing cause I find it so mad funny LOL.

Go celebrate new year with the dogs :)

there's no time for regrets

2011-12-25T17:10:00.004+08:00

Hii to end off this year I'm gonna do a super duper long ass post.

Remember how I had new year resolutions/something like that near the end of 2010? LOL. I'm gonna show you what happens down the road.

Okay so for 2011 I wrote this... (only gonna paste out the epic ones HAHHA)

Stupid things you have done :
Not studying hard.
Wasted half a year fooling around and only started waking up when semester 2 starts.
Crying in class because teacher took my foolscap paper(LOL)
Playing tap tap with ervin many times but i still lost.
Watched movies with a guy that called me a bitch. i didn't pay for it so it's alright
Choosing a fugly guy over H.
Trusting a guy who you've barely known for 1 week then broke your heart.
i was a bitch.

still a bitch.

Things you would never regret:
Ending 090410.(still remember it cus it's like super easy to remember(stupid reason) nah jk cus i used to write it all over my pencil case -_-)
Quarreling with the right people and finding out who will always be the one beside me when there are storms and lightning. I found out who would really stand by me and who are real.
Throwing away things that I used to treat them as gems.
Letting go of people which was a correct choice.
Buying nex-3.

Things that you still wanna do in 2011:
Doodle on notebooks.
Decorate my foolscap paper.
Take down notes during lessons and keeping them for memories sake.
Listen to 2PM's song in the morning everyday.
Sing kpop while in the shower.
Eating sandwiches in class, camwhore with friends and neigh loudly with ks in class.
Neighing with ks to germaine from sleep.
Take photos. Photography.
Shop online/ Shopping with ks when we laugh at each other.
Love horses still. Gallop through lessons.
Meeting up with friends from primary school and talk from cck to city hall while on the train.\

HOPEfully study harder and get better results, erm at least all B and no C which i think is erm, impossible. But then still must set target right. Erm not like some people fail everything, only get one A2 for D&T/HE still dare haolian on blog/fb/twitter.
At least get out from the ~~bottom~~top ten in the class.
HOPEfully, stop playing HH and grow up.
Try to do the thighs workout to have slimmer legs and then hopefully i can fit into my shorts from thailand last year again LOL.
This one cfm can achieve k ^^ cus i'm totally into fan girl life now/tumblr. No more relationships, yeah i wished for this for the past few days at 11:11pm :):)(and also, our school and the boys nowadays seriously no hope. okay maybe a few i know might be okay, but then i don't stand a chance! )
TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY to go and watch 2PM's concert next year in sg and stop crying at home watching the fan cams.
take more meaningful photos with nex-3 baby <3>
Ka jiao eyebrow chow and TRY not to make him pissed if not no fun alrd. Dance genie with mao yin hui after school again (highly impossible)
TRY TRY TRY TRY not to build sandcastles in the air during lessons and try to make kiasin awake throughout lessons if not she's gonna wake up and say, "damn! i was sleeping for the past 45 minutes"
I want to be happy.
Be a good friend and hopefully won't PMS to friends cus of something stupid-.-
continue blogging till the end of the world... lol jk till i have simply no time for it.

Okay honestly, I think I lost my mind after what happened cus for me to write out those insane things it's... very extreme. And last year for christmas and the new year, I did this for my friends and erm.. the people whom I've hateD.

HATED. okay. I'm okay with most of them now except for one -_-

okay brb.

deep in my heart

2011-12-10T13:46:00.003+08:00

hi.. I decided to do this space some justice because it hasn't even been updated for such a looooooooong time. Hmmm where do we start blogging from...

From the start of the holidays. Before the two-week holiday lessons started, we had a CO camp. Blast. LOL. I've been in CO for 2 years for now, and I didn't go last year's camp because... well I was a total bitch HAHAH. Yeah unpleasant memories of myself and the teachers. Okay this year.. I don't think there's much bonding between the members.. Most of them were complaining about the games which I thought was pretty fun... I think the camp only bonded the committee members. I mean for the past few months the only people I talk to in the committee was Carmen and Ken. LOL. After this camp I've learnt so much that I can even differentiate the Chong Brothers now.. HAHAHAHAH. I think that's pretty much about the camp.. OH still have the nightwalk.. I think it has become a tradition for most of the CCA camps in our school to have a nightwalk since our school is so scary at night...

We were playing the Honey If You Love Me Please Smile. And apparently whenever jazlyn starts laughing chivas would also start laughing.. HAHAHAH

Carmen LOL.

Teamwork.

Preparing for the Team Flag Match, mad fun.

Committee! <3

HAHAHAH I WILL LAUGH WHENEVER I SEE THIS PHOTO.

He was stuffing the water balloons into his mouth -_-

then erm after CO camp was lessons and the last day of our lessons it was...

A day I will never forget...

After that was my nephew's graduation concert..

And after the concert was my birthday. Which wasn't really a very pleasant day. Let's skip past that.

P l a i n a w e s o m e n e s s .

p o l a r i o d s .

K end of post.

Next post, should be after I come back from the land of rising sun or i'm just back to post my new year resolutions... HAHAH.

bye!

2011-12-05T23:29:00.001+08:00

Hi brb.

who says you are the only one hurting?

2011-10-16T19:43:00.005+08:00

Hi peopleeee. Decided to do a short post 'cus I'm sooooo bored.

And I mean it LOL.

(photos are too wide, forgot about the new blog skin! ><)

Went out with xuangub on friday. To MANY places. And walked from 313 to Far East Plaza, too.

Taken at cine.

Went to eat BFF with bff LOL which was recommended by another bff. K lame.

Later that night. Celebrated my mum's birthday. Belated!

Saturday, uncle's birthday pressieeeeee.

Short and sweet.

an apology is worthless if it's not converted into new actions.

2011-10-13T17:35:00.006+08:00

New start new blog skin and a fresh new post, I guess?

Sorry for the lack of updates for this entire one and a half month. Was really digging my brains out and burying my head into the books.

Yeah literally.

Nah just kidding. Lol I know I'm getting kinda lame here 'cause I'm feeling so angsty right now. With everything that has happened... I just really don't know who's really true, to me and you know all those shit. I'm so tired of drama. I'm tired. It's the 13th today.

Two months back, I promised myself that after 12th October, I won't give a flying fuck about XXX anymore.

Maybe I was the one who always wanted people to try. Maybe I'm the one who always give up on hope after second chances. Maybe I didn't even try. Maybe I'm too selfish. Maybe I'm too impatient, demanding. Maybe all this is just excuses to cover up the fact that we already lost you. I know I'm not supposed to care anymore. But I just need a space to let me vent my frustration, sadness and all other emotions that comes in this package. Typing this with hot tears.

It's about time we stopped caring.

Pictures. From oldest to newest.

一切，都结束了。

2011-09-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

You were not who I thought you were.
Such a letdown.
Don't even act like you care.

"I think what hurts the most, is when you give your all to someone. Through thick and thin, you're there for them. You stick with them, no matter what. Then one day, they just give up on you. They won't even fight for you. The one thing you would never have done, they did with no hesitation."

don't save what you've already lost.

2011-08-27T11:14:00.003+08:00

This post was posted last week but my internet connection screwed up so it was only saved as a draft instead...

Hi everybardy.

CT2 is finally over. Got back almost all the results already.. Bad enough I guess. with the L1R4 I have now. My future is seriously dim.

Very dim.

Well guess there's no point crying over spilt milk.

哭也哭过，哭够了。Honestly I have no idea what's going on recently. First, July was a freaking happening month. Then August too. I'm really tired. Tired of losing my friends because of the same freaking reason. I'm tired. Well I guess I do owe some pictures in this space where only a few people read now..

Anyway before the pictures, I went JP yesterday with TWX and we literally took out every single notebook in Harris to find one that we like. Of course we got tired, so we decided to sit down and ALMOST gave up. But then I randomly puled out two notebooks of the same design but different colour. Guess what?

We fell in love with it. LOL. Honestly I think yesterday was the happiest day of 2011 wtf LOL. I had not felt so happy and.... how do I explain that feeling. It's like I no longer have anything heavy on my heart..? I guess 我真的看开了。

If you wanna leave us, don't cry when I/we are not there for you anymore. Because you never shared your joy with us. Well then again, I'm temperamental and I have a soft spot for this kind of things. I really don't know what's going to happen next. But I'm just going to smile at everything that comes in my way.

Pictures!!

They are not posted chronologically cus I cannot organize the photos in Photobucket, dk why leh :o

说不痛，没有真正喜欢过你，没有动心过，全都是假的。说不在乎是装的。可是无法忘却你，是真的。真的。

Bring me back to the past.

2011-08-19T19:37:00.002+08:00

Where I was so carefree.

Where I didn't even have to study.

Where I didn't even have to study for 6 hours straight to get a good grade.

Where I was happy.

When I didn't need to worry about every single thing in life.

When I had friends who were true and nice.

When I had all the time in the world.

When I didn't need to worry about being judged for every single thing I do.

When I didn't need to worry about how I dress would affect what people think of me.

Where I didn't even care when people judged me.

When my confidence was over-flowing.

When I had friends who treated me truly.

When I didn't get hurt by relationships.

Where I truly felt happy.

When I didn't have to fake a smile everyday.

i love every conversation with you.

2011-08-06T21:48:00.004+08:00

This was photo-taking on thursday.... I didn't edit the photo... Can see la, my hair so messy... LOL.

... Jane. LOL

Interclass games yesterday. 3S2 ownageeeee hehe

other than that, ystd was a very happy day LOL.

Enough of my shit talking, overdue pictures!!!

Btw some of the pictures are non-editted!

#everydayplaying

faith is what that holds hope in place.

2011-07-31T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hiiii people. Have been leaving this space here empty for a while. And so i decided to post some picture up. It's pretty late though, since this was like a few weeks back before metamorphosis 3. Anyway, metamorphosis was a blast :)

Definitely one of the most unforgettable nights I will ever have in my life! Besides that, I'm pretty confused about alot of things. About how everything can work normally even after such major things happened....

Aiya dc liao! Pictures!

M3 photos on the next post! ps ><

Okay so basically, this post was just a post of our useless camwhore photos HAHA. Thanks for reading and watching :D

Ending off with another pedo face.......

HAHAHAHAH bye~ ^-^

勇氣

2011-07-16T13:33:00.002+08:00

我说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身

你说你傻傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真还在期待会有奇迹出现还在期待会有奇迹出现

gone with the wind.

you say i'm too young.

2011-07-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

this photo represents me because.... because i'm a vegetarian and i'm different from all of you...

HIIIIIIII it is the long awaited blog post HAHAHA wtf and I gave xuan and yiheng a shock in the middle of the night wtf LOL. Okay I'm typing this while waiting for the photos to upload~

75 photos! Crazy sia! LOL. I only picked out a few... others I THINK I'm gonna upload on fb SOON. SOON. LOL.

This week passed by like a breezeeee~

1. Had sore muscles on Monday after the Amazing Race on Sunday which my team came in second! haha.

2. Heart of ISPL started on tuesday, kind of regretted taking it because what they thought was what mostly the basics consisted of, so didn't really learn anything new -_-

3. Took videos, AGAIN HAHAHAHA. And this time one seriously damn crazy because got xuan inside HAHHAAHAHHA WTF. xiao mei mei.

4. i passed hair and attire check LOL.

5. the photos are uploading at a very slow rate.

6. Made up with an old friend again :D:D

7. it's 12:41am now and i'm not going to number all the photos. so... happy looking at it :D

8. i think my photography skills got improve ^-^ yayyyy

9. I'm taking part in Heart of BBSS.

10. I think I really fell hard this time.

11. Me and xuan have endless gossiping topics WTF LOL.

12. I will get hurt but I can't climb out.

13. I've fallen.

okay la i tomorrow then continue with this post. very tired now ~.~ good night people :)

dj blow my speakers up

2011-06-24T19:59:00.003+08:00

Hi people... So the school is reopening :( And I'm still left with both of my sciences, homework..

besides the sad pathetic incident..

HOW AWESOME IS THIS WTF OMG

kk i know i very bias HAHAHA. but cannot blame me!!! I think i one day listen to the song at least 50 times wtf I play the song everywhere i go!!!

Ok embrace the awesomeness of 2PM and me. HAH ciao~

all the people in the crowd, let me see you dance.

2011-06-22T23:36:00.005+08:00

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i'm marvelous

2011-06-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

only you, I will make exceptions for everything, my temper.. my time..

HI PEOPLEEEEEEEEE~
If you have been reading my twitter, you would have known that today I went to the SWAP-N-SHOP flea market heheh~ Actually I didn't manage to get anything from there la... but after that we went to the flea market at Scape, only then did I buy my shirt and my shorts which are like too tight.... Nvm la, nothing a diet can solve! and workouts after workouts.... haha I have 1 week left! Okay enough of the talking, pictures time!

#01 waiyee's bag wtf damn chio sia, i think la cus I like studded shits. LOL.

#02

#03

#04

#05

#06

#07 The dessert shop that waiyee brought me to, their mango sago damn friggggggggging nice I tell you!!! must go try MUST!

#08

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#16 also waiyee recommend... LOL

#17 the flea~

#18 then we went to take neoprints~

#19

#20

#21 WTF HAHAAre you ready for the next photo?......

#22 THE NEOPRINT MACHINE EVEN ADDED LIPSTICK FOR BOTH OF US AND ENLARGED WAIYEE'S EYES LIKE WTFFFFFFFF HAHAHA. anyway i look damn cui beside her, *depression*

#23 bunny.will.kill.you.

#24

#25

#26 we went to Scape after taking the neo!

#27 loots of the day~

#28 what I wore..

#29

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#31

#32

#33

#34

#35

#36 that dumbo went to cover the flash then in the end make me look so white then she look darker LOL

#37

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#39

Anyway, before ending off this post, I shall talk about something else hehe. I have been watching a Taiwanese drama recently, and it's pretty good!

I won't tell you about the story la, but go watch kk! Damn nice la! Okay then, I shall end off this post with waiyee's photo HAHAH....

#40

you really wanna do do do it all night?

2011-06-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hi people~~~

Here I am, sitting down lifeless-ly typing nonsense and I have no idea what on this blog post on a friday night, while people are already on their way to the B camp campsite T_T

If not for the bloody ISPLs that I have to do, I would have went lor :( K seriously I don't even know what is the purpose of this post AND BLOODY HELL FUCK I JUST REMEMBER THAT I FORGOT TO ASK MY BROTHER TO BRING BACK MY CAMERA. OMGFLKNAKLFNALKSNF if you are wondering why, halfway through while typing this blog post I wanted to go choose some photos to post, then I thought of my camera then I thought of my camera FML.

Okay brb.

curtains finally closing

2011-06-11T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hi peopleeeee~

I finally put up a header loll. Bad news or good news first?

I'll give you the bad news first. I'm not going to get an iphone 4 :( and I am in the CO committee this year boohoo :(

Good news?

I got none.

wrong.

2011-06-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

I thought I would be strong enough to handle this.

I guess I was wrong.

tell me how to win your heart over.

2011-06-05T17:46:00.002+08:00

[now playing: Baby - Glee Cast Version]

Ciaossu! Since I haven't been updating for a while, I decided to blog about my recent trip to Bali. For those who doesn't follow me on twitter, I went to a overseas exchange along with my school to Bali. I must say, this trip was pretty fun, AND fruitful. Yes, I'm saying it again. Be it because of my food or whatever. I've really learnt to appreciate a lot of things. Okay I will blog along the photos~

#2 I super like this photo!!! Hehe because it was in the morning, perfect hair and both of us look nice in this photo LOL.

#4 haiz sian garuda... Both flight, my seat was 12F :( which was in front of the emergency exit which means I can't adjust my seat. But their in-flight entertainment not bad la, they need to update their movies tho.. They should put I Am Number Four for economy class too!!! XD

#6 What they had for lunch..

#7 I forgot to request upon checking in, so I only had bread to eat, which I didn't even touch... :(

#8 See the black thing? That's a volcano!!!!

#9 Sharian!! We look so close and sweet in this photo HAHA.

#10

#11

#12 The place we ate in ~ Best meal, I tell you.

#13

#14 The big round long thing (LOL), they cook their rice in it! Mad cool!

#15 YIHENGGGG!!

#16 Bought 5shirts right after lunch! LOL.

#17 <3

#18

#19

#20 I regret not taking more photos!!! This place is freaking beautiful, if you dismiss the fact that the monkeys ambush you!!!!

#21

#22 <3!

#23

#24 <3

#25 <3

#26 The place we went to for viewing the sunset and their traditional dance.

#27 Me and Joey! <3

#28 Me and Joeyyyyyyyyy~

#29 M :)

#30 Yes I cheated, and all the photos are editted. But I only edit to the vintage effect, so nothing much~

#31

#32 my sleep wear.... LOL

#33 our room, it was a hotel mind you! WTF! This was our living room.

#34 our kitchen.

#35 our bedroom... LOL.

#36

#37 we are on the vintage style yooo!!!

#38

#39 my eyelids :(

#40 <3

#41

#42

#43 don't kill me. kill yiheng LOL.

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#48 We went up a hill to view the volcano from far, and we were at the 'peak' of the hill, so it's freaking cold wtf! it was 18-20 degrees celcius, almost like Genting Highlands!! And somemore look at the shortness of the shorts that I was wearing wtf, I didn't bring my windbreaker too because after the first day, which I HAD to bring, being 40degrees celcius #wtfkinghell. It's like on the hill is 18degrees, then when we reached to the "sua ka" is 35. can kill sia seriously! Anyway, the place is freaking awesome.

#49 They had satays and I had one BIG plate of salad. I swear okay, it's fucking big wtf. As big as two times of my head, nah jk. Around my screen resolution size. 1280x800 LOL.

#50 ms chandran~

#51 :):)

#52 eyebrow!

#53 we bought ALOT of shades LOL.

#54 joey's expression (Y)

#55 what kept me up during the parts of the bus trips when I was awake...

#56 This was at the Taman Lot or something, I think.

#57 I forgot where we went to take this, erm I mean I remember where we went, but I don't recall the name.

#58 After that we went to the green school, I don't really feel like elaborating much because it's not really worth it even though the place is fucking magnificent. We weren't exactly very WELCOMED there. Even when we were kept waiting and when the manager apologised, she didn't even sound apologetic wtf I still can remember her fake "apologetic" tone. Whatever, I'm proud and forever proud to be an Asian. Discriminate us for all you want.

#59

#60 Heng this angle cannot see that my legs are in a very awkward angle because I was moving and then joey wanted to take a photo LOL.

#61 also one of the best lunch places.

#62 One of the best meals in bali because there was egg LOL.

#63 My hair for that day also quite perfect hehe

#64 tell me how to win your heart for i haven't got a clue, but let me start by saying i love you~

#65 :(

#66 bought two rings of the same kind!!! One black and one white, freaking cheap wtf!

#67

#68

#69 Daniel teo drew yiheng HAHAHAH

#70

#71 super cute boy at the orphanage!!!!

#72 pig pig pig!

#73 finally found the Dream-catcher!!! 1.50USD for one! couldn't find any big ones tho :(

#74 the plane.

Okay to finish off this post, I shall give a big surprise! :D

Ciaos~~ !

you never wondered why.

2011-06-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

Hi people.
I'm back from bali and my rather long hiatus mode and believe it or not, I'm gonna do a decent post. I can say, this trip was a pretty fruitful trip. Be it crazy PMS-es and best moments of my life. When we boarded the plane, I don't know whether was I the only one who felt this way. I don't know whether was it fear or excitement that I was feeling.

My roommate and also AKA my best friend Joey, sat up with me all night just to hear out my stupid troubles over people who don't even care about me. I felt really touched la... This was bali. Super random I know but oh well, that's me. Ugh I'm trying damn bloody hell hard to type in proper english but it's damn blood tough when I'm used to being myself in blogging.

Okay la back to myself lol.

Anyway, I think I'm blogging not because that I'm bored or that I just got the feeling to blog.. I just needed a place to pour out all my feelings. Apparently, something just happened.

good friends to almost nothing left

Sad. Heartbroken. Depressed. You can find all the words in the thesaurus regarding to sad, it's still not enough to explain how I'm feeling now. Never. I've been through this kind of pain and it was a good friend, no. A best friend or even better than a best friend. It was him who went through all those shit with me. Now I guessed I only have left a few best friends.

Because I just lost one.

we hate what you do.

2011-05-14T10:43:00.006+08:00

Okay hi.

I was doing up a surprise ystd for this post since I pretty much neglected this space for quite a while already and then, i accidentally deleted the SURPRISE and boom. Sigh. So now I guess I have to stick back to the old boring post of pictures!

This is what I do when i'm bored at home... I take out all my hamsters and then i spam take photos of them.... LOL. Cute right but this hamster above is pretty sad because one of it's paws is like.... I don't know how to say but it's like the baby was born deformed... so yeah :(

Next is the day before mother's day! I treated my mum to Zen...

Disclaimer: all the photos are NOT editted and all are taken by yours truly. photos from newest to oldest.

Okay luhhs others you all go fb see luhhs. I think everyone can see my photos except for a few that I blocked from..

was it a dream today, or?

2011-04-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

Cannot blame me acbc.

Hi sorry for not updating properly recently.

Seriously stressed out + barrels of secrets are on my back + bitches are back.

I can't EXACTLY say life has been bad. I know it sounds contradicting but on some days I will get exceptionally high because I see M :)

HEHEHE. Okay la i seriously lost my blogging vibes.

But there's a few things I'm very sure of.

MYEs are coming.
Fake friends, sometimes treat you better than how others treat you.
True friends will stand by you no matter what.

2011-04-21T17:11:00.002+08:00

LALALALALALALALALALA

UPDATE MORE LATER OKAYYYY

put your hands up

2011-04-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

So much for knowing "your own limits", kns pui pui pui!!
Insult modern dance on twitter? Grow some brains.
I AM DEPRIVED OF SLEEP T_T

you are one those whom i will never regret meeting.

2011-04-10T19:02:00.005+08:00

Blogger refuses to let me upload my awesome photos T_T

only two at a time so i will only upload minimal okiiiii

minimal as in like the highlights of this week.

all the photos above are not editted! :)

*ps don't ask me why the tortoise is one of the "highlights of the week" LOL.

throw your mind away tonight.

2011-04-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

Changed skin~ no pictures for now~ hhe bye! :)

save it already.

2011-04-01T21:27:00.001+08:00

Can't believe i actually forgot to post about imbeciles and people who PMS and shout in my face every single minute. Okay maybe not EXACTLY every single minute. But from time to time my eardrum hurts.

your everything. i love it all.

2011-04-01T15:14:00.003+08:00

This week was pretty awesome + some terrible hours in between...

“Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they’re also what tear you apart.”

—	Haruki Murakami (via fluide)

well i can very much tell you, G only has eyes for J. EVERYONE knows that, E.

2011-03-26T17:57:00.006+08:00

All the pictures uploaded so far wasn't edited okay. It's rare.

anyway, there's a reason why i'm following up with the previous post...

Good things and bad things.

1. I love potato chips but I certainly don't like the potato WHO is trying very hard to manipulate me and my best friend's friendship. Well if you think a word from a potato like you could easily break and ruin our friendship. Well to your disappointment it's not really THAT easy :) You know, I would suggest researching a bit then probably we will fight and quarrel a bit and then make up the next minute. You don't really know us well right? Try harder. Our tail is not yours to step, my dear :)

2. I have been on this topic forever.

If you can't even respect me, you can forget about getting OUR respect. Also, you can forget about getting her.

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Hi. I can't believe i wore contact lens out today. Yes, IKR. LIKE OMG. And yes, this photo was deliberately taken like this to represent a certain Yao Guai i worship very much. Nah jk. My face is filled with zits so of course take in this way la LOL.

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do you remember the first time we met?

2011-03-26T13:44:00.006+08:00

You wonder why I'm insecure?

analbelle:

Because there are girls out there who look gorgeous without even trying. When they wake up they look like angels. when I wake up, I look like I just got out of a war. Those photogenic girls who look good in every photo. When someone takes a photo of me, my face looks half retarded. They don’t even need to dress nicely an they’ll still look good. How they can capture your attention just by walking past. I want to be able to do that.

2011-03-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

Hi kiasin.

I'm sorry for saying that you are rude today. I love you.

Love, ziching.

2011-03-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

I hate when my mom asks about old friends.

“Why aren’t you hanging with _______ anymore?”
and I’m just like
“She became a whore.”

I wake up early in the morning, only to find that I'm falling for you more and more.

2011-03-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday joey!

First time in history, i didn't edit ANY of the photos above or below!!!!

I love this photo the most!

:)

:) This was like in 2004? I think..

And then... this post shall end here :D
Good night everyone~

2011-03-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

I tell myself that I am not afraid. –Piglet

2011-03-16T20:02:00.002+08:00

you leave me breathless everytime.
hihi.
pictures? :):)
okay forget it. i'll upload all on photobucket and put it to public.
ciaos, i'm getting bored of blogging :/

http://s872.photobucket.com/albums/ab282/mokunehboom/3S2x2011/memorablexxxxxxxxx/

2011-03-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

quote: hi everybardyy

i got a haircut... idk how to explain but it's looks SOMETHING like this. not center parting la -_-

and if you wanna imagine me wearing that clothes with that hairstyle.....

this is the most ridiculous photo i have ever posted in my blog, seriously!

YES i blogged this to make my blog alive.
it's dying. I love M :D
byebye

the best things in life are wild and free

2011-03-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

hi.

i can't be as joyous as how i used to be... Yeah and this is the first time my results really hit me like.... idk. I have never seen such grade in my entire life, okay fine. The first time I saw a f9 was last year CA2, which i didn't really care cus i don't give a fuck then-_-

Okay end. I lost my blogging vibes.

nobody told me it was gonna be this hard.

studies, having a crush.

nobody told me that.

nobody.

i'm letting go, for good. Goodbye C. I'll welcome M into my life.

2011-02-26T15:39:00.003+08:00

When someone stares at me while I'm eating:

fuckyeah-gifs:

adzywadzy:
If it’s some stranger:
If it’s my crush:

Source: adzywadzy

LOL. Yeah have been taking a lot of posts from tumblr but seriously, blogger is boring me and nothing new is happening in my life. So probably have to wait till cross country is over before i could post any photos.
Meanwhile, hope this could somwhat make my blog look more lively.

a leopard never changes its spots.

2011-02-19T21:13:00.001+08:00

I love hearing lies, especially when I knew the truth all along.

do you ever feel out of place?

2011-02-18T15:10:00.004+08:00

The past is always with us, just waiting to mess with the present.
-Gossip Girl

You CAN choose whether to let the past to be a meaningful right? We were friends, well that was rather pleasant but things became nasty and out of control and now you are trying to pick a fight?

You know us well, well enough to know what we hate and like yet you keep doing the things that we abhor. Okay fine, then again people will say why will we, unreasonable bitches, force dogs to do things we like. Okay la fine.

You spread secrets of ours to _____ and even said I edited ___'s boobs in a particular picture. WTF. You know, everybody's patience has a limit.

I'm not the only one that hates you, for everything that you've done. There are a lot more in our class. You might think all the boys , yeah then you're are gonna say i'm jealous, like you. You might think you have whole of the world on your side, but guess what. Having friends are better than having pretentious and fake people.

You know what? Yes I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked over, I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.
- Tumblr.

I act differently around different people. Mind you, I'm not fake. I just have my own comfort zone. That's why I can only be completely myself when I'm with people I'm comfortable with.

I’m a liar because I won't tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i'm wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a pushover because I like making people happy. I’m a loser because I’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because I’m too nice. I’m weird because I’m not like you. I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry. I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone. I’m insecure because I care about what people think of me. I’m no fun because I'm not always hyper. Don’t try to tell me who I am because i already know.

10 things I really wish I could tell people.

You’re such a fake.
I think you’re cute.
Get the fuck out of my life.
You have some serious issues.
You’re annoying.
Shut the fuck up.
You’re an asshole.
I hate you.
I love you.
Honestly, I never liked you.

one more thing,

kiasin loves me.

LIVE IT UP, DRINK IT DOWN LOSER.

you took every piece of me every time you said a word.

2011-02-13T20:15:00.003+08:00

Tmr's vday, so i shall make you guys jealous because i have awesome friends who love me so much.

my friends are awesome and we love each other. Yeah SNSD turned them les. :D

SUCK ON THAT HATERS AHAHAH

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HAHAHAHAHAHAH

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you know you are in love when your heart is in your mouth everytime you see him.

2011-02-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

If i scold people on my blog, i am trying to make myself sound perfect.

If i post photos of myself on my blog, i'm trying to attract attention.

You know what? I don't care.

Ciaossu!!

This week, they changed the seating arrangements and i am sitting with Yin Hui now. Lessons are very fun with him because he is very nice and funny and always get bullied by me.

Anyway, ks came to school on monday with rashes and pox :/ then she went home and had one week mc. Let's hope that she is able to come on Monday!!

I also realised that this class has some imperfections afterall.. Dogs and people who's face got run over by a lorry. Meh and i feel quite guilty recently for what I've done to yiheng in primary school. We have been well, on good terms this year. for now. that is.

hmmmm what else, OH. I was chatting with Anne ystd night, h2h talks. Heeheeeeeeeeee

Okay time for some real deal overdue pictures lolllllll.

Don't hate me because I wasn't whom you thought I was. The truth is, from start to finish you never knew the real me.

This balloon costed $70 wtf. A even bigger shock below pl0x.

this cake, is almost $800. More photos in the public album.

While waiting for the album to load.. I have somethings to get off my mind.

1. Calling people ugly, fat, disgusting or anything worst, doesn't make you look nicer.
2. You criticize people because you can't be them. Either that or you are just jealous. If not, your mouth simply cannot shut, like me.
3. You speak without even thinking that it will hurt other people.
4. I'm the kind of girl who will stand up for my friends if people bully them.
5. I'm the kind of girl who will not do mean things to people even if it's my best friend who asked me to do it.
6. I believe in what I do, although I might not always be correct in my judgement of people.
7. I abhor people who lie.
8. I love to play along with two-faced people. Life's a game afterall, game on ;)
9. I regret 30% of the choices I have made in the past.
10. My friends are awesome.

Okay guess what, when i finished typing the ten things.
The photos are not yet uploaded yet zz.
Guess i'll post some other stuffs...

Nah i'm not in love. Prolly have to wait for a longgggg time before that happens haha ^-^v
And i made that picture okay. Didn't steal it or whatever~
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Okay you may view the photos here in the album.
THE GREEN CAKE IS $700++++++ WTFCUK

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shi ki li shi ki li

2011-02-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

Everybody has a past...

LOL

the shoes on the rack

2011-02-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

So true.

if you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. if you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. if you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. if you're quiet, he says you're stupid. if you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. if he calls you, he says you should be grateful. if you don't love him, he'll try to win you. if you love him, he'll leave you. if you don't screw him, he'll say you don't love him. if you do, he'll say you're easy. if you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. if you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. if you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. if he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. if you break a promise, you can't be trusted. if he breaks a promise, he had to. if you cheat, you expect it to be over. if he cheats, he expects to be given another chance. either way you always run back to him.

you were wrong. thoroughly wrong.

2011-02-06T00:40:00.001+08:00

CNY Hols coming to an end soon.

i prefer roses over carnations because the roses pricked me with their thorns, like how you hurt me each time. That pain, i like it. Contradicting?

2011-02-04T22:19:00.004+08:00

Hi i know this is pretty late.. But better late than never right!!

Also, today went to watch..

Yeap! Green Hornet.. The action wasn't as nice as what i had expected it is, but the entertainment is 110% ensured LOL.

I didn't really get the new year's festive mood, most probably is because i'm starting to get tired of it, this year is even more boring. Visited even lesser relatives= mad sian.

This year i bought shoes that gave 100% comfort to walk in, and there's lesser walking because all the HDBs got upgraded. Past years, i bought lok-cock shoes and wore lok-cock shirts(nah not really) and walked until so xin ku. Okay enough all my "interesting" life, my homework all not done yet.

/slaps self.

Don't intend to do, tmr i'm going for bowling at RTC and also for some Chun Dao He Pan thing.

I ahve no idea what you call in in chinese la okay.

#tumblrtime kk ciaosss.

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile. I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep at night thinking of you, when i know I’m the last thing on your mind. Yeah, I'm that girl.

you're fucking perfect to me

2011-02-02T12:38:00.005+08:00

Hi i was ransacking qinaide KAIsin;'s blog, then i found this photo.

Ai ya i got no nice photos to post, so i just kop hers okay.

and then i found this LOLOLOLOLOLOL

on a side note.
>I hate people who leave their friends because they found better looking ones.
>I hate people who copy others and act like nothing happened.
>I hate people who can say you are her friend a moment a ago and the next moment, she betrays you.
>In other words, i hate pretentious people.
>AKA sluts.

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You didn't really think i'm worth THAT bit only, did you?
If you did, too bad. I must say, I'm a genius in finding ugly things you post about me on YOUR blog. :)
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why is it that everytime the person i fall for, fall for another girl.

2011-01-19T20:36:00.011+08:00

stop with the backstabbing bullshits, if you can't say it in front of my face, then shut the fuck up.

hiiiiii.

today was the start of MLAs and of course, damn fun la! LOL. I know ever since the first post of 2011, i have been saying FUN. FUN. FUN. And nothing else, but it's seriously damn fun what!

Today for the first have of the day, we were having courses.. okay it's called workshops but courses sound more professional mah -_- LOL. The first workshop was... okay cus there was this part where we had to introduce ourselves and it was Yong Zhi's turn. Guess what?

HE LIFTED UP HIS SHIRT AND SAID HE LIKE BELLY DANCING WTFBBQ. LOL. I think our class don't have anyone WITH figure and brave enough to do that lor.

And then during recess we were dancing in class. CHOW YI HENG WAS DANCING TO LOVE SONG BY RAIN ZOMFG.

then after the workshops.. it was time to host the japanese! My group got a few chio one and all damn funny! hahaha ^-^

and that bian tai who was in kiasin's group was choosing his target. Then they had a little performance, the girls danced to AK48(idk what) de song, THEIR SKIRTS FLEW UP. OMFG AND IT'S LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE FOR ALL THE BOYS THERE WTFOMGBBQ.

okay....

that was day one... heehee damn fun! day two was kayaking and dragonboating!

Scream like siao cus it was my first attempt and damn scary LOL. My partner was shermaine and she had her revenge on me because at first idk how to kayak then splash the water all over her LOL. So of course her revenge was like....

and then it comes to dragon boating... which got screwed on the left side from gerald hay onwards. Because gerald hay row, water splash on KIASIN, kiasin scream and stop rowing(no she wasn't even rowing, she was just skimming the water lor) and then haq row faster, i row slower, melissa row faster and then whole thing screwed WTF.

Oh ya then wilson and vincent got capsized TWICE WTFFFFFF.

Then we had to go to the changing room to change. Of course, i chiong for the room la, then i change super slow because i thought got 6 rooms, but in the end only got 3. Then the other two rooms 6 people share. I one person occupy one room LOL. I change SUPER slow, then yiheng/other guys threatened that if i don't change faster, they would knock down the door. Then they gave me 3 seconds only sia WALAO. Of course i scared la, so i started screaming la LOL.

Damn scary omg cus the changing room is mix boy and girl one.

Okay then day three which was the last day and also yesterday.. We went to....

Orchard! Not even window shopping lor... Then ordered Coffee Bean for like the first time in my life... Normally is i kope my brother's drink one -_- LOL. $6 for one cup of awesomeness, it is the most expensive drink i've ever bought(sua ku maxxx) but i think worth it la. LOL.

I know i one post dk got how many hundreds of LOL but seriously, being in this class will make you laugh until got 6 pacs one. Then after the boringgggg sculpture walk, we went back to school and then dance in classroom for a while and then talk and talk. Then, went to find yinhui because he left EVERY valuable of his in the classroom LOL.

Yeha then waited for his maths test to end and we went off to westmall to find joey and co. together. Once we reached there, we cannot stop laughing seriously.

Glen, Yiheng, Kelic, Yin Hui, Joey, Sharlene, Janel, Anne and I were laughing at each other's joke. Seriously those are the jokes that are 509137540917859018940810947y10975897350917095710948190840917549017840918409184times more funny that Kiasin's jokes HAHAHAH. Imagine if those people were in 3S2 LOLLL.

Okay on hindsight, i shall not edit any photos on day 3 and just put the album to public, okay settle! :D

Pictures from newest to oldest, day 1 first!

okay while waiting for photobucket to complete the uploading of day 3 photos. I shall rant.

1. Perverts.

You. Will most probably never ever read this but i'm standing up for my friend. She's a girl for goodness sake. You are a guy(or not), and yet you bully her till she cries. If you think snatching a girl's post-it pad won't make her cry, think again. You know how moody a girl can get? I think you won't know la, because you cover your dick like a fucking dinosaur is going to fucking come over to eat it(quoted from ethan but i added more things to it). Come on la, 15 years old alrd still want do this kind of things?

"How i know she so easily cry?" fuck you seriously PERVERT.

2. My voice.

You got a problem with that you muthafker?

3. Cute voices.

Yes. Kiasin say i act cute better than you. I can do the act cute screaming forever **ahhhhhhhhhhhhh**

I find it cute when boys,

Make weird faces

Asks how your day was

Lick their lips

Laugh

Sing to you

Bite their lower lip

Make that sexy half smirk

Have swag

Are funny

wear vans.

*slaps myself* i'm going crazy over you.

*slaps self*

you can view the photos here

http://s872.photobucket.com/albums/ab282/mokunehboom/3S2x2011/

45 things a girl wants but wont ask for.

2011-01-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

45 things a girl wants but won't ask for

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her. 24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.
You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love ..
Repost this in 20 sec. or you will lose the one you care about the most! Guys repost this as: “I would do this for her.” Girls repost this as: “45 things a girl wants but wont ask for.”

you had me fooled like your toy.

2011-01-15T12:36:00.003+08:00

I got a little bored while using the com so i went to research on my no.1 favourite country.

Japan!

And then, i found some photos, mad nice!!!! Of course including the sakura la. If this year the school is really holding a trip to japan, i die also must fight for the place. But mr cha says that we have to go through interview etc. So let's hope when they hear that i'm a vegetarian, they would still let me go :/

And then when i told shengyang that i wanted to go, he told me if take their train. If there are a lot of men inside in the train, don't take it alone. Erm he watch too much porn ahhaha.

Okay back to the topic... I went to google and found some super nice photos!

If you go during the sakura festival, or whatever you call that. Every thing is in pink omg. I think ks will go crazy cus i was screaming at the photos alrd -_-

I only post two la LOL. hopefully there will be a trip this year and i'm chosen. Becus i don't think there's any chance of me going to japan next time.

Up till here, ciaos!

you get beautiful when you smile.

2011-01-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

Can you see your shoes?

jahahahahaha hi!

Me and anne cannot stop imitating ernest saying "Can you see your shoes" and laughing at germaine's blurness about the question. Janel even said she could see her whole shoe LOLOLOL.

I don't have any pictures... still. But i'm super sure next week will have, cus it's after MLAs! hehehe can't wait for kayaking etc cus it's like my first attempt. Okay gonna go sleep now, super long day. I stayed in school till 7pm omg :o

Ciaossss

for once, just for one last time i wished i could stop avoiding your eyes.

2011-01-12T15:31:00.001+08:00

If i give up kpop, one guy i would definitely spazz about is...

damn hot la please!!!! hehehehe anne look at this!!!!

sometimes it's better if i keep all the things to myself, because only i can judge myself. people can't judge me.

2011-01-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

When i give you my time, i'm giving you a portion of my life that i'm never going to get back.

So, don't waste it.

2011-01-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hi i tried very hard for the pictures but still fail, I DON'T CARE OKAY BYE

sometimes you have to break the rules to free your heart.

2011-01-08T14:03:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI.

How's your first week of school, people! My class is the bomb seriously. I have some funny quotes, but i'm going out now, so i'll update later on at night. Hehe ciaos~

okay [edit]

i promised to post now right but it's like 11.40pm and all the quotes i noted down for blogging are in the study room and i lazy go take. and the quotes... i think only my class will understand it leh so i don't post better la hor LOL.

Hmm i have gotten more vain, erm i think la. and i think i'm some shoe maniac now because i cannot stop buying high shoes LOL. i just bought high cut sneakers(i think it's called this) and then i bought alot alot alot alot of shirt and dresses. which whole singapore only got 3 pieces of each muahahahaha. not going to tell you where i bought it erm because someone will sure ask me don't be brand-conscious and then maybe some self conceited bitch will go and report me to lsn(inverse) again.

Besides that, i bought large sized double eyelid tapes LOL. Hopefully get bigger eyes T_T

and then i shall post some pictures in order not to make my blog look so dead. Oh and i went to ks' house ystd, erm her sister mad epic and mad funny as usual. and then ks is as paranoid as usual LOLOL.

oh btw, i changed my blog pictures too!!! hehehe

erm.. ya this is me LOL.

you know sometimes i wish i had a beautiful face or rather, had good photography skills and then good photoshop skills so that i can edit pictures nicely, of myself lol okay bai. i love my class <3

it's the start of something new.

2011-01-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU!!!!!

New year, new beginnings, new stories :)

Of course, i didn't stay at home la. I went for the i forgot what it's called thingy and then took lots of photos, but i only edit a few cus i damn lazy LOL.

Y'know even tho i hate homework, i can't wait for school to start. Imagining us having fun tgt with the new classmates, my heart would flutter.

Okay la i very tired already, i just post the pictures and explain along kk, from newest to oldest.

i look damn weird in this photo, ai ya don't care kk.

My favourite (Y)

LOL

Stay for the good things...

they got nothing on you so what are you afraid of?

2010-12-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hihi i only did kiasin's and anne's cus i think this are the only two close people that are reading my blog -_- LOL. I wanted to do zt, janel, js and many more , but then i thought, "ai ya those only read my blog once in a blue moon might as well don't waste time"

and then of course got those use Pig name and Guest name one.

Last but not least....

Okay i shall be a good girl and do my chinese now. Ciaos!

when the flowers and plants wilt, and the trees shed leaves. then we will meet again.

2010-12-29T11:51:00.003+08:00

HIHIHI.

Honestly, i can't believe this holiday is going to be over. You exclude the homework part la (i only did half of maths and then ystd just complete ss) , time seriously FLIES sia wtf. It's feels like only 1 month ago when i was telling my bro's gf that it's gonna be long before narnia comes out. But who knows, i watched it last/last last week alrd. Ya i forgot when i watched it HAHAH.

Hmmm i was thinking of what to do for this post cus after school starts, i would only have one post per week so mostly active on my twitter. Then i should give in a good post so as to end off this year right!

~~someitmes when i blog, i feel like i'm talking to myself LOL~~

Okay. I think i just do......... dedication la. Cus i have alot of things to write.

Should i put it in pictures? okay. brb.

*****

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i don't feel like doing leh.

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2010-12-28T18:17:00.001+08:00

HI 3S2 FUCK YEAH

i told you so, i will keep my words.

2010-12-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

Nevertheless I am still me and I won't let u take me down. Especially YOU.

-you-know-who erm no, only-i-know-who

Hi. Js damn funny, he said he will make ____'s nose like Voldermort's HAHAH. I think only zt and a few will know who he's talking about LOL. Anyway had CCA today, then we were asked to go practice 'you you zuo zuo', erm aka right right left left HAHAH, for 10 minutes. Then i persisted not stopping for like 4 minutes, now my arms and muscles are aching like shit cus i really used force -.-

~~Digress for a while, I watched Vampire Diaries until latest already and then i don't know when is the next episode gonna come up T_T~~

Okay i was at... CCA. Today was.... normal..? Scoldings as usual, and then it's either i count wrong or i'm late zz. Practice more x123i9012490170957810958174978 while watching shows lulz and i'm pretty tempted to do up my New Year's resolution but then i know i sure pang kang and all those resolutions will end up in the drain. BUT i just post la so that i won't feel guilty(erm weird feeling that i can't explain)

HOPEfully study harder and get better results, erm at least all B and no C which i think is erm, impossible. But then still must set target right. Erm not like some people fail everything, only get one A2 for D&T/HE still dare haolian on blog/fb/twitter.
At least get out from the ~~bottom~~top ten in the class.
HOPEfully, stop playing HH and grow up.
Try to do the thighs workout to have slimmer legs and then hopefully i can fit into my shorts from thailand last year again LOL.
This one cfm can achieve k ^^ cus i'm totally into fan girl life now/tumblr. No more relationships, yeah i wished for this for the past few days at 11:11pm :):)(and also, our school and the boys nowadays seriously no hope. okay maybe a few i know might be okay, but then i don't stand a chance! )
TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY to go and watch 2PM's concert next year in sg and stop crying at home watching the fan cams.
take more meaningful photos with nex-3 baby <3>
Ka jiao eyebrow chow and TRY not to make him pissed if not no fun alrd. Dance genie with mao yin hui after school again (highly impossible)
TRY TRY TRY TRY not to build sandcastles in the air during lessons and try to make kiasin awake throughout lessons if not she's gonna wake up and say, "damn! i was sleeping for the past 45 minutes"
I want to be happy.
Be a good friend and hopefully won't PMS to friends cus of something stupid-.-
continue blogging till the end of the world... lol jk till i have simply no time for it.

12 resolutions simple as that.

okay la i go cityville liao LOL -.-

ciaos~

every of your comments are like daggers.

i dodged a few, but i got hurt pretty much afterwards. i really had enough..

you might find me irritating but ... damn.

fuck this shit.

everything i do, everything i do.

2010-12-24T22:21:00.004+08:00

I might have one "dedication" post on new year again, oh well you won't know what i'm always up to :)Oh btw, changed my skin! When i am ready for reality again, i might put up my tagboard again lol. "reality" geddit? geddit? -_-anyway i can't find a photo with loosin in it :(neither can i find a photo with all of us, janel germaine kiasin anne and me in it :(:(so i only have those few. will change as soon as i have one okay! hehehe.
Merry christmas people!

2010-12-24T12:24:00.001+08:00

Merry christmas eve people!

Maybe a more decent post tmr hehe

i'll get fooled again.

2010-12-23T16:52:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!
After photobucket fails on me, i decided to use tiny pic to upload the photos. In case you don't know, photobucket allows you to upload in bulk. Tiny pic only allows a maximum of 5 photos at a go. So, 70 photos/5 at a time. That's 14 times of refreshing the same page -_-
Then now, being a noob. I have to slowly copy and paste each html code of the picture on this post. So this post really drains energy, please appreciate it. If not, STFU and kindly fuck off :)
I will slowly explain where and what we were doing..
Okay then after the pictures. I will post something which i always wanted to do :D

I was late by 30 minutes and felt very ps. In the end ks was 1 hour late cus she slept at 3am the night before("It's so like her" - Janel)

Standing outside minitoons while waiting for ks.

Then our legs were tired so we went to burger king to sit and talk. Oh btw, we were celebrating janel's birthday. But we didn't bought a cake la. hehe. In the end we went to watch Rapunzel. Mad nice i tell you. No wonder ks was willing to watch it the third time with us. Then in the cinema me and ks were laughing at how cow sat through the movie with her mouth opened LOL.

Ernest picture spam over. LOL.

Random shot hehe.

before we actually ended at Carls Jr, they were taking too long to decide so ernest went off to Carls Jr first. In the end we decided to follow him sneakily. Yeah like 007 lol jk lame. I will compile these photos someday into a gif. Cus it's mad epic. HAHA.

I like this picture alot leh dk why. Maybe it's very candid and all of them are smiling hehe.

Ernest picture spam coming up again!!!!

End of Ernest picture spam haha.

IVAN TEO AHHAAH.

And then there's ks who always visit her kids section.

This little guy here now appears almost in every of my pictures! LOL.

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Calling your "best friend" a slut.
We influenced your "best friend" and J.
We are fake.

It's really okay for ME if you say I am fake because i never liked you since Sec 1 after you kept asking ks for that fucked-up-why-can't-you-get-one apple pie.
But, I can't quarrel with you/ show my displeasure with you. This year, things changed. I thought it would just subside and then we would all grow up and just forget all the quarrels. Then when we are finally mature enough, we would laugh at ourselves quarreling over such stupid things. We didn't even do anything about the "horse" thing. Then, you. Scolded A slut and even denied wtf. Okay that we could forgive you cause you might have said it out of anger.

Then you said me and K were bad influence to J and A. Then you said we are fake too.
Yeah we try to be nice and not shout or scream in your face while you are two-faced, you say we are fake? Yeah we are bad influences, influencing what? Complaining? If you are the one hanging out with us now, you would be influenced someway or other too isn't it? Haven't you heard of 近朱者赤，近墨者黑？

You can continue saying we are still a bad influence to them. Because somewhat i feel that too. But then again, it's not up to you to judge us. If you wanna judge us, sentence us to hell then. :)

************

I saw this on fb and decided to do it hehe.

Things you have done in 2010.

Things that you have wasted time on:
Studies. No, I'm not going to say it was an accident that i got into a relationship. At least it actually made me happy for a few months. I once saw this on tumblr, "Never forget those things that made you happy."

Things you regret:
Not studying enough.
Failed geog even tho i could have passed.
Buying Nokia E72.
Buying clothes that i couldn't wear now.
Not waiting for nex-3 in pink colour cus it's mad chio.

Stupid things you have done :
Not studying hard.
Wasted half a year fooling around and only started waking up when semester 2 starts.
Crying in class because teacher took my foolscap paper(LOL)
Playing tap tap with ervin many times but i still lost.
Watched movies with a guy that called me a bitch. i didn't pay for it so it's alright
Choosing a fugly guy over H.
Trusting a guy who you've barely known for 1 week then broke your heart.

Things you would never regret:
Ending 090410.(still remember it cus it's like super easy to remember(stupid reason) nah jk cus i used to write it all over my pencil case -_-)
Quarreling with the right people and finding out who will always be the one beside me when there are storms and lightning. I found out who would really stand by me and who are real.
Throwing away things that I used to treat them as gems.
Letting go of people which was a correct choice.
Buying nex-3.

Things you will definitely laugh at again:
Bouncy.
Farmer.
Airpork.
Fly high.
Horses.
Gallop.
Fail blonde trying to act like a blonde.
Jokes that only me and KS will laugh at.

Things that you still wanna do in 2011:
Doodle on notebooks.
Decorate my foolscap paper.
Take down notes during lessons and keeping them for memories sake.
Listen to 2PM's song in the morning everyday.
Sing kpop while in the shower.
Eating sandwiches in class, camwhore with friends and neigh loudly with ks in class.
Neighing with ks to germaine from sleep.
Take photos. Photography.
Shop online/ Shopping with ks when we laugh at each other.
Love horses still. Gallop through lessons.
Meeting up with friends from primary school and talk from cck to city hall while on the train.

Things that you still can't believe:

Me and ks have the same thoughts most of the time yet we only let it out like after 6 months later. LOL.
The jokes that i say, only ks understands. The jokes that ks say, only i understand. And mostly ONLY I LAUGH OKAY. We quarrel almost everyday HAHA over stupid things. Then after 5 minutes of silence, we can be laughing again LOL.
Fake people out there, jealous that i have such a wonderful friend? ;)

Ryan and germaine likes 2PM.
RYAN.
RYAN.
RYAN.
YES IT'S RYAN.HE LIKES SHINEE ALSO OMFG
THEN GERMAINE ALSO
GERMAINE OMG. Apparently, i almost died of shock when i saw ryan posting 2PM;D on his twitter. Then after that on fb, i died again because germaine posted Nichkhun;D on ryan's wall. Die 2 times.

-*End*-
Actually got more la but then i find them waste of time since it revolves around the same question LOL.
Kk end of post. Whew long post right!
Anyway, it's Christmas eve tmr!
Stay tuned for Merry Christmas graphics lolzxc.
Okay ciaos~

[edit]
i realised it was easy making the gif..
so...... hehehe :P

wished germaine was there T_T

HAHAHAHHA

LOL

"gonna steal some tissues for my sweat"

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2010-12-22T09:48:00.001+08:00

will update soon!

p.s i should stop giving myself false hopes and stop DREAMING. cus i just got scolded. again.

pps. it's called heartbroken. someone please talk to me.

you gave it away

2010-12-19T13:56:00.000+08:00

My all time fav song for this season!

Damn nice la!

2010-12-18T20:03:00.001+08:00

YAY I'M GONN HAVE SMALL THIGHS WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS.

(provided that i do this everyday -_-)

2pm 2pm 2pm 2pm 2pm

2010-12-18T00:19:00.001+08:00

On second thought.
I feel like doing this.
Day 1: Your ultimate 2PM bias and why
Day 2: Your favorite song
Day 3: Your favorite album
Day 4: Your favorite music video
Day 5: What member would you want to be best friends with and why
Day 6: What member would you want to be related to and why
Day 7: Your favorite OTP
Day 8: Your favorite live performance
Day 9: The very first 2PM song you ever heard
Day 10: You first thoughts on 2PM
Day 11: Your favorite 2PM picture
Day 12: Your favorite 2PM photoshoot
Day 13: A 2PM dance you’d like to learn
Day 14: A 2PM song you never get tired of
Day 15: Your most played 2PM song
Day 16: Your favorite 2PM lyric and its meaning
Day 17: Your favorite 2PM CF
Day 18: Your favorite 2PM cover of a song
Day 19: Your favorite 2PM interview
Day 20: A 2PM song that reminds you of someone/something
Day 21: Your favorite tweet by a 2PM member
Day 22: Your favorite 2PM cover of an American song
Day 23: Your favorite 2PM dance battle
Day 24: A member you’d kiss
Day 25: A member you’d play the “I love you” game with
Day 26: A member you’d go to a club with
Day 27: A member you’d date
Day 28: Your favorite body part of your bias
Day 29: A gift you’d give 2PM and why
Day 30: Anything you want to say to 2PM?

you'll get hurt trying to break me.

2010-12-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

I cannot stop laughing at this okay.

If you are single and not dating - something's wrong with you.
If you are single and dating - you are a slut.
If your partner is a jerk - You are a moron for dating him in the first place but you deserve no better anyway.

If you keep your life private - you have something to hide and you are a liar.
If you don't keep your life private and your life is sad - What a loser.
If you don't keep your life private and your life is fab - What a show off.
If you don't speak your mind - you are stupid, apathetic and unopinionated.
If you speak your mind - you are ignorant and talking about things you don't know about. You should shut up.

If you are of average weight - You are fat.
If you don't respond to haters - Means what they said must be true and you have nothing to say.
If you respond nicely to haters - They will just have more ammunition and hate you more.
If you respond rudely to haters - You cannot take criticism and you are a cyberbully.

via xiaxue's blog

Ciaossu.
Recently people got very bored and started accusing other people. Then, they private their blog and post MY link on their private blog when both my nuffnang and tracker tracked referrers from his/her link. So smart right -.-

K don't talk about those people, disgusts me. Anyway, I'm here to post something decent. I find it decent blogging la okay to those haters, you don't like it then kindly fuck off k.

I was thinking about my future. What i was going to be. I read many articles online about rich people who said that they wasted their time getting into relationships when they were young and lost alot of chances(I think.) There was one girl who started saving up and then studied hard when she was 14. She managed her finance and had a monthly budget which i definitely cannot make a budget out cus i could barely save money.

My cousin was laughing at me when i told him that i finally managed to save $40. After i knew of online shopping, i couldn't even save that much. No wrong. After graduating from primary school, i couldn't even save any money. It's like if i don't go out for a movie or shop, my pocket money for the week would be my savings. K i should stop beating around the bush LOL.

I was thinking about what i wanted to be in the future.

I looked at all my friends, they all seemed to have something they are good at. They aspired to be something in the future at least. Me? I cannot see anything in my future. I don't see myself as a forensics scientist even though i like biology but i was failing it in sec 1.

I don't see me being a professional photographer even though I like photography. I don't see me being a full-time blogger because i love blogging. I don't see my future. I told my mum that. I rarely talk to her about what I think or feel because i think she doesn't even care. k then of course, she gave me some jobs which idk what it does but comes with high pay. But you work at the bank, if you key in one wrong number. You are dead. Okay maybe not dead la i just trying to make it sound serious. Because it's other people's money you are dealing with leh.. Then my smart nephew suggested, "Go be a taxi driver."

Smart right i know. It's not like i'm looking down on taxi drivers, i mean. With my studies i cna't definitely find a better job right. (i'm sure gonna get criticised when i say this -.-)

Then i was thinking, with MY character. Within one month, i sure kena sacked. I am too temperamental. In other words for stupid people who have to use dictionary.com to check up the word, here's a simple meaning.
PMS

maybe not as bad as PMS la. But then, i get provoked too easily. I want to be a entrepeneur(to the readers that read this, if you still know me in 10 years time. please show me this blog post so that i could slap myself)

I like animals. But then, I'm scared of death. Haters and lovers, please leave a comment at the shout mix to tell me what to do leh...

okay i know this sounds incomplete because i know there will sure be people out there looking down on me. Why? There is only one A1 on my report slip. One. Yes. One.

okay pictures time. ~~eh copywhore, get this right.~~
Let the pictures do the talking :)

Get it right okay, ~~copywhore~~

2010-12-17T11:57:00.000+08:00

hihihi! new blog post coming up once i finished editting the photos hehehe anyway.....

jun bros<3 kk *dies from cuteness* khun tried to put the cassbeer on junsu's head at the end of the video to see if he could balance it like how junho did hahaha~
okay gonna go edit the photos now!

brb dies of laughter AGAIN.

2010-12-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

Decent post after i finish The Vampire Diaries season one okay :)

Sorry ><

Ciaos~ tuition ~.~

p.s now i know why secondary schools have three different streams. We all are smart people, but just that a few from there are stupid beyond what you expected.

2010-12-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

HI KIASIN. MY ENGLISH IS SO GOOD THAT I SPELL VULGAR AND VURGAL HAHAHHA

be patient and tough, one day it's gonna be useful to you.

2010-12-13T11:09:00.001+08:00

sore losers. niu.

fail english when you are from such a good school. "got boy jio nia sound like the whole world urs liddat"

you know what you typing anot? xia suay

if people were rain, i was a drizzle and you are a hurricane.

no more no time.

2010-12-12T11:45:00.001+08:00

What a joke seriously. Yeah tell me which blogger doesn't make herself sound perfect in every post. I need no comments for what i do. This is me and this is the way i do things, if you are not happy with me, so be it. Haters gonna hate.

I don't live for you. What you do or what you comment won't affect my life. If posting on facebook makes you feel good, go ahead.

Fucking gay engrish pl0x.

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Here's some add on.

Was there ever a rule that after a girl scold a guy, she can't say fuck off?

If she did, she's a bitch? No.

Oh btw, if you wanna tag without your name on my blog, be my guest :)

I can't track down 60% of my readers. So :)

200 readers a day is counted as alot for me. So what i post will be read by 200people.

:) good luck.

I step innocent sehzcxzczxc. Better than piercing ear and look like a gay with teal earphones, PUI!

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monsters are real. they live inside us and sometimes, they win.

2010-12-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

haha i love sam he's damn funny.

k lah i don't like him. don't love him either, just treating him as a friend. oh well. :)

me: nah you don't know how does a real pretty girl look like. i'll show you.
*pastes ----'s photo*
sam: OMG DID YOU JUST CAME OUT FROM THE TOILET? I SAW SHIT.

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Hi. Probably this would be a long post with no pictures since i didn't go out for like the past few days and have been webcamming sam on the cam LOL. Anyway this is not what i'm posting for, I got scolded a bitch :o

K to all the haters out there, you got a new member :)

So much for the sweet talks "you are special i only want you" messages.

Luckily my phone rejected them for me and cleared my inbox fo 10k msges :))))

Kk serious things now, try putting yourself into my shoes.

If you have a boyfriend, you LOVE him alot and even quarreled with your mum because of him, and for a few days you can't find your phone to reply him, you panic and even cry. Yet he says you IGNORE him. Would you feel frustrated?
If your exams are over and you have more time to text or go out with your boyfriend, but you are stuck between your friends who have been asking you to go out with them for like once in a 5 months thing, which would you choose? Would you feel stuck? But your boyfriend says you have neglect him again.
Dancing is your new hobby and you have just paid $40 for presents to give him. Yet your boyfriend says you are at fault. Would you get angry?
You hate guys who pierce ears. Your boyfriend knew it and he still pierced it. No matter how you hint it on twitter that you disrespect ah bengs he still don't gets it and his attitude have changed quite a lot since you knew him. You try hard to adapt to it, he doesn't realise. How would you feel?
Your boyfriend finally cannot bear with it and decided to tell you that you've CHANGED alot. At that point of time, you are down with food poisoning. Then when you ask him how you've change, he didn't answer the question and instead says that you are ignoring him. You find this too stupid and immature so you initiate a break-up.
You initiated a break-up because you weren't sure about being together with him anymore. But then as you sent the message, you recalled about your friends. Your friends all had a long lasting relationship because non of the guys actually replied yes to the initiated break-up.
You thought you two would patch up again but then, your boyfriend actually replied "Goodbye, it was nice knowing you." When you received the message, you got a shocked but then you were angry. It was your turn to go and consult the doctor.
You came down with a fever and only recovered 4 days later. But then you found that he has a new love who he had been texting during the days when you were "ignoring" him. You, this useless thing, told your best friend while crying about it. You tried to act strong but you failed. Then you figured things out and found out that the tears weren't worthy.
After 2 weeks or so, HE DECIDED THAT HE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU AND HE ASKS YOU TO COME DOWNSTAIRS FOR A TALK. You hung up his call. He gives you a shitload of good words and things like,"i won't repeat the mistakes", "others are awesome but you are SPECIAL. i only want you". (btw i remembered this cus i found it so disgusting, i literally vomitted on the spot)
You chat with him for a few days about the same thing and the conversations are bored to no end. You totally have no interest in him anymore. You try to test him out by asking your friend to help you. You tell him you love him on habbo.
Skip to 1 month later.. Something fucking fucked up happens and you finally cannot bear with it any more so you went to scold him. When you are about to scream out of frustration because you simply cannot think of any other words to describe that fugly fat piece of shit jerk, he asks you to continue to scold. All you could think of was fuck off and cb. Then he scolds you a bitch.
So you were thinking, after what happened from point 1- 10 , HE HAVE THE RIGHTS TO CALL YOU A BITCH?

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Think properly. Did he?

No. One more question. If he really wanted you back and he knew YOUR character very well and know you would be angry if anyone scolds you any profanity, would you still accept him?

Fat hope. Not even a single chance! Well if you are that stupid to say yes again, well i guess you really need some counselling on relationships.

we eventually realises that life goes on no matter what.

2010-12-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

You know what? Yes I have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get used or walked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

{via tumblr}

shameless

2010-12-11T10:24:00.000+08:00

WHO THE HELL KISSES AT THE SECOND LAST FLOOR OF A CARPARK? EW-.-

calling me a bitch after all those "promises" you've made. such a nice person you are.

when i grow up.

2010-12-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu.

Life has been a bore recently for me :(:(

i shall post some screencaps, and this are super interesting screencaps and then i shall tell the story of my pictures after that :)

LOLOLOL

The reason why i'm still on habbo at this age lol.

it's your loss to lose me.

2010-12-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hi before i post a decent post, I have a few things to rant about. (keep inside very long not good. can't bottle them up all the time.)

1. Plagiarizing

I have always kept quiet about this but i won't keep quiet anymore. First things first, blogging style. Isn't blogging like a way of what you wanna blog about like your life etc? Then your profile could be cute, cool all those. Then we have people who copy each other, just now friends also ranted on twitter that people copy just everything and even copied the link over and left it there without editting wtf.

Don't know what's originality meh wtf. If you wanna copy, at least copy somewhere where i can't see or know, e.g tumblr/twitter which i will never follow and look at your profile. You copy alrd then put on your fb/blog then everybody see, you tell me which girl like me wouldn't scold-.-

2. Fake Fans.

If you happen to read this, you should be ashamed of yourself. For YOUR information, I have alot of patience with hypocrites like you. You want play, the game is on :) Being a avid small animals lover, I tend to look out for those lonely puppies. Not forgetting dogs. Claiming to be a Hottest when you said non of 2PM members are good looking except for khun, so that's what people look for in 2PM? Shouldn't it be talent-wise? I'm not trying to make you sound fake, but you are really fake. From head to toe.

3. Fake promises.

Speaking about this, i feel like saying...................................

KNNBCCBFKULJROTNOHAIRYBALLS

You wanna take two at a time? YOu must be kidding me.

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kk let the pictures do the talking.

I'll continue tmr ^^ in the order from newest to oldest.'

i really had enough

2010-12-01T22:47:00.001+08:00

Lol isn't it contradicting when people call each other copycats when they are the one doing it all the time?

And that one is ruining another girl's relationship and she's the one calling another girl slut?

i love the way you are, please don't change for me.

2010-11-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

SHall blog more when i reach home kk.

the peace in the disturbance

2010-11-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

Jun Brothers woooo

OH YEAH BABEH YOU GUYS TOTALLY ROCKED THE STAGE YSTD. Damn hot. And congratulations on winning awars, JYP Nation <333

2010-11-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

I wish i could cry out loud.

comtemplating everything

2010-11-23T16:51:00.001+08:00

HIIIIIII.

My mum and.. hmm how to say. OKay forget it. Nex-3 was DA PRESENT for me this year. It's da bomb seriously. Awesome quality with easy functions!

I'll explain those along the pictures i'm gonna post. 31 photos. lol. I took 231 photos but i chose the best. LOL. From newest to oldest. Idk why but photobucket uploaded my photos that way.

SMELL MY ARMPIT YOU MOFO

I'm sho cutezxc.

was anticipating for the night to come as i really wanted to try the bokeh effect while on the car!

And i thought with my amateur skills, i'm gonna fail. but in the end. MAD CHIO PLEASE.

Then we went to order mac. it was my first time going to a drive-through at night. so i took pictures la duh-.- LOL.

At the shop. Me and my bro took at least 70 photos of his fishes and shrimps and jiak sai fish. LOL. I forgot what they are called in english. Feeders? idk. Had such an hard time trying to focus on only ONE shrimp!!! i took the photo below btw ^^ *proud ttm*

i love their intelligient auto! it automatically detects the scene or whatever you are gonna take! And best, you can choose whether to defocus the background or make it crisp. I sound like i'm advertising. Anyway it's really good la so i 满口好话。hehehe

The IQ3 which my brother put in some grass(?) and stones(?) to make it nice. Okay my photography skills still suck, but in real life, it really looks awesome okay.

my brother with his spastic smile, thailand shirt smiling into the camera. alot of people say we look alike. really meh LOL

HAHAHAHAHAH I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING AT THIS PHOTO. In case you people out there think our family 不会交，no lor. He was trying to be cute and pose the peace sign. But then he was eating the spicky or sticky idk what then he cannot lift up. So he took it without knowing anything. HAHHA. i shall do that next time OvO

Test shots.

Test.

this thing costs more that $20. i think.

this morning i was taking a photo of him, then i said, "your eyes like mine, SO SMALL." then he went to give me the following expression below(sounds funny) LOL

CUTE MAX PLEASE.

OFFICIALLY MELTING ON THE SPOT

KISS ME KISS ME

looks so cute. when angry, so not cute.

my KLDMSKLANDKLAN fringe ystd. but then i went to bang it today liao(what a word). Nah jk, i mean i went to cut bangs. It looks like a fantastic bowl cut now lolol.

beyblade is the new toy trend now eh???? -____-

i love these!!!!

waste money.

cute.

another, "your eye very small leh" scenario

first shot of this camera.

okay i guess 31 photos is enough to keep my blog alive for a while. till then.

oh wait. one more thing.

via KIASIN's blog.

actually i wanted to post her photo. but then i found the post title so funny that i ss-ed the whole thing. LOL. yay i <> Thank you and i still owe you your present. Okay till then.

Ciaossss i needa go practice my yangqin now. Grade Exam on thurs!

2010-11-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

Few more hours to my birthday and people are making me pissed off. Grrrrrr